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Losing

by Tracey Horst

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My darkest time was when you left me.
An aching wound, feeling empty.
Blinded by guilt and tears,
Unable to sleep for fear
That I would just wake up
To the nightmare that I had to live without you.

People told me I should move on,
That there was some reason that you were gone.
They didn't speak out of spite.
And there was one thing they got right,
They said there'd be others.
But I still wonder...

What did I do to make you go?
What did I do all those years ago?
If you had stayed, who would you be?
What would your life be like with me?
Who would you be?
Who would you be?
Who would you be?

That was the hardest part for me.
I wished for a vision so I could see
How you would look and talk,
How you would smile and walk
If you had stayed here.

Life would be different if you didn't go.
People I love I wouldn't know.
And I wouldn't be the same
Inside my heart without the pain
I struggled under.
But I still wonder...

What did I do to make you go?
What did I do all those years ago?
If you had stayed, who would you be?
What would your life be like with me?
Who would you be?
Who would you be?
Who would you be?

My friends all said
That it wasn't my fault.
I know in my head
That it wasn't my fault.
But how can I feel
That it wasn't my fault when you were perfect?
You were perfect.
You were perfect.
You were perfect.

I held you in my arms and you were perfect.
Why did you go?

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released June 3, 2019

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Tracey Horst Queens, New York

Tracey Horst is an Astoria-based harpist/singer who performs alternative rock.

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